I haven’t written in
forever and thought it was time. I was
talking to a friend I hadn’t spoken with in a while complaining that I was
scared the way my body behaved. Seems
like things are worse instead of better.
She was very considerate and present and said, “Well, you have a very
hard life.” Two days later, in my meditation, I asked how I
could heal my body and how I could be as blissful as when I came home from the
hospital 34 years ago, knowing I would be totally and completely healed. The answer came fast. “STOP WHINING.” I was not happy with this because I didn’t
think I was whining, but I quickly began looking at all the good stuff in my
life. Friends, a nice home, everything I
could think of. I could see how childish
I was being, almost like I was owed something for being on this earth. Isn’t that interesting? And
things did turn around. I began thinking
of so many things I could do to help reach optimum health. Not just diet and exercise. It began to be fun. I don’t always want to hear the truth but
this time I listened. I realize I have limitations, and I’m all for feeling all my feelings and
bringing them to the surface to heal, but after that ….. SHUT UP.
